i wanna cry, i really do. but i guess i should have expected it. i just never thought it would be so painful. think im still reeling over. mind's in a mess. shaking all over. still feel the pang. will i ever recover?

i realise i dont know you. dont know you at all.
dont know why you say the things you say, do the things you do.
dont know why you make me think the way i do. now.

will i ever know you?
i will. try.
but maybe i never will.
understand. how this could happen.
twice.

but i will. try.
i will.
but now im still reeling over. mind's in a mess. shaking all over. still feel the pang.
will i ever recover?

no, i dont think i will.