I don't understand what's so confusing about my blog. I mean, I write for myself. I don't expect everyone to understand what's going on in my mind, or in my life. If I had anything to say to anyone who was reading, then I would refer to that particular person by name, or otherwise. Isn't it obvious? I don't need to explain why I write what I write. If I wanted to explain something, I would have.

It's my blog, for goodness sake.