hmm i realise that i havent been messaging breakfast guy.. we didnt even wish each other merry christmas!! its not that i forgot or anything.. but maybe i was hoping and wondering if he would message me first..? i know i shouldnt do that.. cos then we could be waiting for each other for forever.. but anyway, he didnt sms me.. i feel kinda sad about it lah.. considering one of the first times we smsed each other was at christmas last year.. i admit that time this year i was more hung up over amir.. but it would have been really nice to hear from breakfast guy.. sigh..