this is just one of those days.

when everything around you starts to crumble.
and you feel you can do nothing to stop it.
all you can do is try to hold up the fort.
and hopefully that will work.
buy you some time.
enough to get reinforcements.
strengthen things up a little bit.
of course everything takes time.
how much? is the question.
but then you wonder if youre alone here.
you get scared.
because you know you cant do all this on your own.
you need help.
but you dont know if you will get it.
from the person you need it from.