the last time.
i suddenly remember why im afraid to try.
because i dont want to be disapppointed.
the feeling came back in a rush
of sorts.
you know what i mean.
the kind where you feel your heart sink.
drop.
and then the next moment you dont know if its still there
because it feels like a void.
the last time i tried was in may.
on the 14th.
i remember it was a monday.
night.
around 8.45.
pm.
i cant remember when i started.
i dont know what constitutes as the starting point.
because i dont want to be disapppointed.
the feeling came back in a rush
of sorts.
you know what i mean.
the kind where you feel your heart sink.
drop.
and then the next moment you dont know if its still there
because it feels like a void.
the last time i tried was in may.
on the 14th.
i remember it was a monday.
night.
around 8.45.
pm.
i cant remember when i started.
i dont know what constitutes as the starting point.
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