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the doctrine holding that behaviour is motivated by the desire for pleasure and the avoidance of pain.

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Friday, June 08, 2007

the last time.


i suddenly remember why im afraid to try.
because i dont want to be disapppointed.


the feeling came back in a rush
of sorts.

you know what i mean.
the kind where you feel your heart sink.
drop.
and then the next moment you dont know if its still there
because it feels like a void.


the last time i tried was in may.
on the 14th.
i remember it was a monday.
night.
around 8.45.
pm.

i cant remember when i started.
i dont know what constitutes as the starting point.

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