oh man.. i just remembered amir's doing the same shift as me tomorrow.. ugh.. yea i know, normally that would have been good news, but i think maybe i prefer not to be on the exact same shift as him.. i dont know how to explain it, but i guess not being on the same shift means i dont have to worry about crossing the line between work and friendship.. which is pretty hard..
and then, tmr ismail sure ask me to join them for supper one.. and theres a higher probability of me saying yes if amir wasnt going.. but he will.. so i shall have to stay out of it.. sigh.. i wonder if im over reacting..