where when how why who

it has been a long day.
i tried going to bed earlier last night, only to fall asleep later than usual.
but i ended up waking up so much so much earlier than i usually do.
which is a good thing, cos thats what ive been trying to do..
wake up earlier.. except that i cant seem to sleep early enough..
i just hope it works today, and i manage to sleep earlier tonight..
and that my sleep cycle improves.
we'll see huh..
tags: when, how.

i heard from several people today.
some good, some bad, some vague..
brought about a whole range of reactions, emotions.
cautious, excited, scared, stunned, disbelief, indignant, puzzled, uncertain..
and so many so many more.
some i can handle, some i dont want to, some i dont know how to..
tags: who, why, how.

i spent about the same amount of time driving today,
as i have been doing the past few days.
except that today i seemed to be driving nowhere..
this is due to the inability of Miss Daisy to decide where she wants to go,
and to actually stick to her decision.
the result is spending all that time negotiating heavy traffic
back and forth and up and down and round about in circles and loops
without actually ever reaching a destination.
tags: where, who, why.

i get the feeling that's what my life is right now.
you spend all that effort, all that time,
travel all that way,
and you simply dont see the end in sight.
it never ends.
or does that apply to everyone, and to the rest of my life.. not just right now?
that that's just how it is..
you dont know how or when it ends, but youre expected to know how to plan it all out anyway?
tags: where, when, how.

and then hope that it all works out good?
tags: where, when, how, why, who.