wah lao, what a terribly tiring and depressing day.. and i didnt even have classes today.. and i just remembered that i forgot to pick up my assignment.. damn it man.. so irritated with myself..

see lah, this is what 2-hours-in-the-library-looking-for-books-that-dont-exist will do to you.. just SAPS your energy man.. so crap.. and its just freaking 2 hours man.. and in that 2 hours i have been to 3 libraries and covered 5 academic sections..

erghh.. i cannot stand it anymore, i am starting to go mad again! all my motivation for my ridiculous 11 assignments is gone.. GONE!! i left the house in such determination to do so much work, but it all disappeared and i was left half dead, sitting in the library in front of the damn catalogue that ive searched and re-searched about five hundred thousand times!

ERGHHH!!!!!