i broke

after 6 whole days of being so good to myself
i just broke
i broke
the moment i woke up
i allowed myself to break
just one more time
but i didnt break very well at all
i only cracked a little
then i stopped before the cracks could become pieces
but now i sit here and i think about it
you cant fix the cracks
only the pieces
a crack has the potential to fall apart one day
fixed pieces are ugly scars

i cant decide which i prefer
because in truth i want neither