all over again.

today i got very upset.
i got upset at someone very close to me.
at someone who only had good intentions.
but i still got upset anyway.

i sit alone in my room.
and i want to read something so badly.
so so badly.
but i cant.
it is gone.
and that makes me upset.
all over again.

i can remember some of it.
off the top of my head.
but it is just not the same.
and that makes me upset.

i know i should not be upset anymore.
for there is nothing more i can do about it.
but i will be alone in my room again.
and i will need to read something so badly again.
so so badly. again.
but i will not be able to. again.

i just hope that i will not get upset.
all over again.