on a saturday night

i wasnt feeling like going out
being lazy and sian and wanting to mope around
but finally got my butt outta the house
cos of mom's comments that i should go out more often.

all the way to thomson i went
to a place called little part 1 cafe.
gracie, evelyn, belle, jas and taboo.
im not so very good at these games
i think belle and gracie were the best
evelyn was just funny laa
really strange lychee vodka we had
that belle pulled a ginormously hilarious face!

conversation still insane,
like about a triangular sandwich.
haha highlight of the evening.
jay z is hip, hop and cool.
evelyn roller blades at east coast.
belle is not a plastic surgeon.
melanin is a pigment.


******

i think im going to be sick.
woke up today with a random sore throat.
the kind that leaves you voiceless.
i slept so much last night, might have been 12 hours.
i find myself very unstable a lot lately.
i know its bad, and i need to get rid of it.
but i just cant come up with a plan.
my head is way too cluttered up.