over and over and over and

boy was i tired.
so i know i usually spend my weekends catching up on my sleep
but yesterday was just.. wow.
i slept so much, and was still so tired, so exhausted.
didnt even manage to drag my ass out to meet my friends the entire night.
and went to bed so early for a saturday night too!

woke up rather early today, okay early by my standards.
so i know ive slept enough
except that now its sunday, and its gonna start all over again
it simply never ends!

i dont know how long i can handle this crazy cycle for.
the more i think about how im living my life
the more i feel im putting myself in a position
thats extremely uncharacteristic of me.
the best part is i have no idea how to fix it.
which i guess is how this vicious cycle of mine runs.

as all this goes on in my head
i am simply dreading the end of the day.
oh good grief.
what do i do now?