aiya went to cry just now lah..
so stupid..
now i cant pack..

kenna bullied again today by syahzan and don marcus man..
went for lunch and coffee with them after mass..
actually i even had mass WITH them..
cos i bumped into them..
and it was kinda nice actually..
getting genuine hugs during the peace wishing thing..
kinda miss it i guess..

anyway syahz drove us to town ah.. (he is one angry driver)
where i was traumatised for life lah.. heh..
got poked in the stomach too.! pain leh!
and they are so amusing to listen to okay..!
so bitchy! dissing people's face/ass/name/clothes/midriff/boobs/attitudes.. everything lah!!

kaf joined us halfway ah.. to pass me some stuff..
and syahz actually gave me a lift to bras basah! (wow!)
actually he was gonna accompany me then fetch me home but his mom called cos she needed the car..
but it was so nice of him right.. haha
okay lah i guess despite what i say about him being mean and all (which i still think he is)..
he can be quite nice lah.. haha..
cant believe i said that right..

anyway i miss them lah..
miss the good ol' days right..
(when i got bullied! sheesh)
heh but yeah.. we were good with each other so..

oh and right!!
i met ewen on the bus to church ah..
and he DIDNT RECOGNISE MEEE!!!!
like hello!?!?!!!!
after mass still can come up to me and say, did i see you on the bus just now?
and, i didnt recognise you!!!!
still dare to say?!!!
hmpffff
nvm i shall forgive you since im leaving tmr night anyway..

aiya im so upset still lah..
and i have a lot of things to pack..
luggage gonna be overweight..
shitzzz..

and have a very bad feeling im gonna cry tmr again..
in the morning
and at the airport..
dieee...
how?
need to bring a box of tissue right..
))))))::